g.o.n.e.

Ladies and gentlemen your attention please!
After a lot of thinking (well, not really a lot but you get the idea) I decided to get another journal. No, I will not be deleting this one, it has way too many fond entries in here and some cool ones I wish to remember.

Reason for switching journals?
No real answer there. I just felt like doing so. It's what I do, I do random shit like this when I want and how I want.

I will be adding some of you but since most of you I've not heard from in ages I'll leave it up to you if you want to add me once again or give me the boot. This journal will be completely friends only as well.

So from now on you can find me...

H E R E

Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me

Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here

Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over - all over

I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"

Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me

Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me

So, I'm back! =D
Yes, yes, you can expect the bloody massacres to start up again >=D

So...now that the world didn't end *points and laughs at morons "predicting the future"*
I must say that that particular day went by well and with a few surprises...yeah...surprise seems to fit the damn day so well o.O

We were to go home that afternoon, right? Wrong!
I got a call from Carlos asking if I wanted to go see The Omen. That's fine with me since I'm at the border of death from boredem but one problem...Arlin is using my car and it was the only one here at the moment and Carlos has no freaking clue about where we are located.

Problem solved, I asked Arlin to drop me off at the movies at 6:30 and she could go on home. She tells me that it's okay so we go ahead with the plan but...little sisters never listen to their older sisters -__-;

She had said that I had to call mom and tell her why I was not going home that same day but I told her it would be a bad idea.

I call mom and tell her where I'm going and she starts asking questions...with who? where? what movie?
I didn't want to answer any of them since it was just going to be me and Carlos and watching The Omen in said day mom would just act like a little fucking twig!

Hung up the phone with bad news. Since I was going at 6:30 Arlin would be heading home "late" so she told me to tell Arlin to stay at aunt Del's house and the next day both of us could head on home.

This threw Arlin off track of course and while she had JJ on the phone he asked why and shit and it was mostly because the day was June, 6, 2006, which of course was ridiculous!

JJ hates stereotypes with a passion so he said he would take Arlin to the movies as well to see The Omen XDDDDD
So the four of us ended up going to the moview to watch the infamous The Omen.

Long story short, we fell asleep while watching it. It's just so goddamn boring! ><

So we went off to get into our cars and shit and long story short...get the irony of this o.O
I got my very first kiss on the eve of 6/6/06

All right now...*hides in closet for the rest of the night*

EDIT: Holy fuck...tomorrow we're going to a bowling alley and he's going to be there...
*hides deeper inside the closet*

Gawd what a dork X3

Okay, so I have changed EVERYTHING!
The layout!
My userinfo, which now comes with a few simple steps to follow in order to avoid getting your ass kicked out of meh journal! X3

No, seriously, I've never had a problem with LiveJournal unlike my other journals and I put that there so the problems wouldn't start here. They seem a bit much but whatever, man -__-

So new icons, new background image, just finished it X3
New Frineds Only banner!

Hell, everything's new o.O

Been also downloading the entire first season of Pokémon! Soon I'll have the entire Indigo League episodes in my grasp! *cue lightning and maniacal laughter*
Yes, it's the DUB but if anyone wants an episode just lemme know or something. The're in RMVB though, so if you want them changed...you're out of luck 'cause I don't know how to! 8D

Haven't drawn anything because honestly I'm panicking. I ate through an entire drawing journal in less than two months and I only have like 3 pages left ;-;
But I will get that Arbok up soon, promise!

And as for my life as far as it goes it's a bit chaotic and calm in means of emotional.

See, on Friday my sister and her boyfriend, JJ, always go to the movies and at work they know this guy who Arlin says is identical to me in everything! So I'm not really interested in knowing if someone is identical to me but anyways, the day before she tells me that it's going to be weird because usually they always go in a huge group.

So on one occasion she starts talking about the guy she says is identical to me, he's name is Carlos BTW, and she says that he was dying to meet me...

WTF?!!!

Dying to meet me?? What the hell for?
The movies was a damn hook-up! Arlin went with her boyfriend and I went with Carlos o.O;;;
Once at the movies we met with him at the line buying the tickets and so introductions were thrown around and shit and after that we went home.

I must say, he's not such a bad guy and Arlin was right, we are identical in everything! Same music taste, same movie taste, same paranoias when out in public...everything!

I must confess that when I'm out in public I have a deep paranoia of people looking right into my eyes so I always wear sunglasses...Carlos said he does the same for practically the same reason.

I also hate crowds, he hates crowds, he loves it when it rains, as do I...see? EVERYTHING! It's almost scary!

Plus he shares the same views in religion as I do and he's just as open minded as I am =3
And finally someone who didn't ask "What's Wicca?"
Woot!!

The day after Arlin took him to the dentist for a pain on one of his teeth (ouch! Been there o.<) and while in the office she put him on the phone, I hate talking on the phone, so does he, after cancelling some plans because of his toothache he asked for my number and e-mail so we've been chatting these past few days. And yes, thank the gods he knows English.

He's pretty awesome, I guess, likes anime as well and he collects bladed weapons, I've dreamed for a while of owning a Katana just for the heck of it =3
So this Friday a friend of theirs has a birthday so they are going to a bowling alley and Arlin invited me since Carlos is going to be there and last night in a convo he said he was planning on going but "he would be thrilled if I were to go".

...

Yeah, I drew a blank 'cause no one has ever "been thrilled" to see me anywhere. I said I would be going and I am since Arlin "insisted" *rubs shoulder* ow ;-;

I don't where this is going or if it even is going anywhere, all I know is that when it comes to guys I have only heartache and pain to say of it so when it comes to guys I expect nothing and suspect everything!

Maybe I'm being pessimistic but that's just me. Ooh he just signed in.

LOL

While I was browsing around looking for a picture of Haruka I stumbled across this site that has the cutest Pokémon sprites I have ever seen!

http://www.pokemonsalon.com/principal.php?seccion=secciones/iconos

I took a few and made these =3

( Products of my boredem! =O )

I'm using Achamo in PC ^^
I'm also very picky with the fonts I use so I may have repeated one or two ^^;

And I'm finding the Japanese names much cuter and better than the English names for some reason. Guess it started with Nyassu.
And yes, I mispelled Pikachu...in Japanese it's Pikachuu *bangs head on table*

So I just updated chapter four for "Malevolent". Title is as the one on this entry XD

Not only did I update it in FF.Net but also in AshyBoy and The Pokémon Tower. Yes, I update everywhere!
(for future refference)

Now, here's a little something. If you carefully read the little girl's diary entries you can sort of start to notice what exactly is happening to Ash as well. That's it, I'm not saying anymore X3

Here's the link for FF.Net!

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2751508/4/

I know this is my very own journal and I can say whatever it is I want in it but I do have severaal friends with different points of view and I really hate being rude so I'm going to keep this rant under a cut.

This rant is about a shipping from Pokemon. So if you are a devouted fan of Pokeshipping/Twerpshipping or whatever the hell else you call it please, I implore you to stay away if you are too sensitive when it comes to this subject if it is one of your favored ones.

( Very long rant about Pokeshipping )

So I finished chapter one for the fic "Moonlight".
I'm working on all of them so soon enough "Malevolent" and "Without a Soul" will also be updated.

"Malevolent" will eventually get 'freakier' in terms concerning the ghosts and happenings to Ash; near psychosis. Hell, that's why I rated it M! Yet it has the most replies XDDDDDDD

So here's chapter one:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2968623/1/

I don't fucking believe this >=O!!!
I guess with every good thing something bad has to happen ><

This afternoon aunt Del had a friend come over to help with the wireless connection on the computers so everything worked out great and I now have my computer in my own room with AC and all. Good? Hell yeah!

The problems?

One: No speakers. I can't hear my music but at least I have my MP3 Player till I figure something out. Not such a bad thing.

Two: That little spot on your computer for you to put the USB in is not working!!! I have all of my fanfics, icons, banners and drawings in there!! Of all things to fail this is stressing me out!!!

So I go over to the computer room and turn on the other computer to see if it's the USb itself and not the tower that's having problems. Turns out it IS the tower!

I Zipped up the files and am uploading them to Megaupload.com so I can type in the link here and download the damn files! It takes about an hour to upload, so I have to wait an hour so I can download it and see if it actually works!

God, I am so pissed off right now!!!!

EDIT:
Never mind. Seems I was able to fix both problems.
While this computer I am currently using was in the computer room it was cramped up and there was an extra chair in the room so my best guess is that the chairs' legs pushed the USB to the side and I moved the USB a little and the computer was able to finally read it. But I copied all of my files to the computer in case and I'm gonna store my Pokemon episodes and music on the back up storage aunt Del has.

As for the speakers, well I moved the ones from the computer room to my room since the other computer is for my sister and she doesn't listen to music in it nor does she really use it, just for school work so she won't miss the speakers =P

So after a long battle with the pen I was using, hehe poor sucker lost >=D, I managed to finish the drawing of Habuneeku AKA Seviper!

(What? I like the Japanese names better...that I can't pronounce them right is a whole other ball game XD
but I still love the DUB that has Veronica Taylor on it, not those other VAs <.< 'cause they suck!)

So I'm here guessing this would peak the interest of ekanssssssssss
Anyway, I tried something new besides shading, light. I'm still trying to figure it out but for a first time try I must say it doesn't look too bad *shot*
XDDD


( Habuneeku )

See, there are some mornings where you wake up on the wrong side of the bed, meaning grouchy, then there are mornings where you wake up fine and happy but then there are mornings where you wake up all hyped, psyched and hyper!

I don't know what came over me today o.o
This morning as I took out the trash there were some nasty little maggots settled in so I hosed it down and when I saw one in my hand I screamed bloody murder and yelled "OMFG!! There's a flesh-eating maggot in my hand!!"

There were some people on the other side of the street and since in the complex here all the houses are together we can hear anything so the people were looking at me all WTF like XDDDD

To top it all off Steph IMed me while hyper and I was just talking shit XD
But it ws the weirdest convo ever!

( The most insane convo you'll ever see )

First off I'm feeling much better thanks to Mario, Steph, Chatsy and everyone else who said something ^^
You guys are all awesome =3

I hate those downers ;-;

And the main reason for the post, a meme I found from a random journal...forgot to look who's journal it was though XDDDD

Name one thing that reminds you of me, it could be an object, character, book, a song, anything! Then paste this on your journal to see what your friends say (if you want to)

So they visit you in the dead of night
They make love alone
They say that it's alright
That it's just the same

Do you like them
Do you want them
They've invited you
They have chosen you to take a trip

They bring promises of a nearly perfect way
So they reach for you with beauty and such grace
With their fragile hands
It's you that they've embraced
They are not the same

They've invited you to a special place
Where they never find
Will never be misplaced
They are not the same

So they've captured you
To take you far away
No matter what you do
Please don't disobey
They are just the same

I...freaking...love...Tina...and...Susan!!! (AKA Switchblade Symphony)

Okay so this is what ekanssssssssss asked for. I feel I should re-do it but that is up to him.

Yes, been having a downer on my self-esteem, or at least even lower than usual. It's pretty annoying ><;


( Aabo )

My sorry-excuse-for-a-chibi/neko-Ed
Saw this chibi Ed and immediately thought of Angela so I put two of her most favorite things together kittens and Ed lol

( Something that might appeal to Ed fangirls/boys )

On a personal note I hate it, I've seen better looking stuff but then again I hate all of my stuff. Go figure o.O;

Memes I stole from Mario and Witch_Baby83 X3

List up to five characters(or pairings) for each question:

Who would you...
1 pair up?
2 kiss?
3 glomp?
4 slap?
5 shag?
6 have put in a mental institution?
7 kill off?
8 Bring back?
9 fix up your best friend with?

- Ash/Officer Jenny, Ash/Latias, Ash/May, Ash/Duplica
- Ash ^///^
- Ash and Officer Jenny (what? She's awesome!)
- Misty
- Ash of course! =D
- Jessie *giggles*
- Misty, Richie
- No one
- Mario/Officer Jenny, Marowak/Flannery, Angela/Ed

( 69 questions )

Just in case anyone else is curious about the small little sheep that's running around my screen here's the link for them. Curtosy of SatoshiKun.com =3

http://satoshikun.yuri-desire.org/downloads_screenmates.php

This meme was taken from chatsy's journal!

The problem with LJ: We all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ (if you want) and find out what people don't know about you.

On another note! I changed my profile completely. Though I may re-do the Warning banner *giggles like an idiot*

Fear what my utter boredem and some coca cola can do to my brain >=D

I was browsing around I don't exactly remember where it is I went but I saw this site called Satoshi-kun and you know I just had to see it XD
So I looked around and there were some really cool things to download and shit and besides a few fonts there was this thing called ScreenMates. Basically it's an animation of an animal of your choicing that you can upload into the computer and the little thing walks around and jumps up and down.

Anyway, I picked a sheep. I LOVE sheep!
And I got to tell you this little SoB is the most intertaining thing I had ever seen. You can play around with it too.

Sadly I can't seem to find decent Pokémon cursors and those kinds of things for the computer ><
But I'll keep looking.
By the way, yes, I made that wallpaper today. I like it.

( There's a sheep running around in my computer screen )

If you want to know how
To fly high then go now
To the place where all the concubines...
Meet and converse with them
Marvel at their pale skin
Wonder how they chew on their pointy....

Teeth and hair are beauty
They know it's their duty
To be Countess in their hearts and their....

Minds that have to whisper
See in them a sister
Look into their eyes and you'll become

Transylvanian Concubine
You know what flows here like wine
Stay here with us, it's just time

Transylvanian Concubine

Sorrow is their master
Cackling with laughter
Now he's having just one piece of....

Cakey is their make up
Catholics try to shake up
All the things that form their lives, but they're....
Dead, their sighs their song
They know what they do is wrong
Stay here with us, it's just time
Transylvanian Concubine

Candelabra's lighted
Satan has been sighted
Never has there been an evening like....

This is what they wanted
Always to feel hunted
You can never be to rich or too....

Thin. The blood had run out
Fangs ruin any cute pout
Morning has come now they've flown
What have you learned from what has been shown